{"id":943,"date":"2022-03-01T18:13:48","date_gmt":"2022-03-01T18:13:48","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/davidspage.online\/new\/?p=943"},"modified":"2022-03-01T22:03:59","modified_gmt":"2022-03-01T22:03:59","slug":"planinng-ahead-and-general-frustration","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/davidspage.online\/new\/index.php\/2022\/03\/01\/planinng-ahead-and-general-frustration\/","title":{"rendered":"Planinng ahead and general frustration"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>I just came up with this title and think that this fits pretty well. It&#8217;s march first and almost a week ago Russia invaded Ukraine. Isn&#8217;t this an exiting and worrying world we live in?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Anyway I&#8217;m not here to ramble about that, not right now at least. Besiddes all the doo doo that is going on in the world my world hasn&#8217;t (unfortunately) changed much either. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>As of today I am exactly 9 days away from &#8220;officially&#8221; departing from Germany toward Japan. But see &#8211; <em>only officially \ud83d\ude09<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>That is because I will likely (95 percent lol) not depart Germany then but rather in a couple of months time because Japan <em>still<\/em> have their borders closed. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I know it&#8217;s very sad <em>(boo hoo)<\/em> but I should manage. Thing is, that is not the only thing I am frustrated about. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>My entire life is sorta evolving around me doing things in the future and not actually doing all that much at the moment. Yes, I knew of this problem and have surely addrressed it here in some other form at least once and yet I still have&#8217;t managed to pull through with my hopes. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>There are sooo many things I could go over an <em>none<\/em> I would seriously want to go over this platform. I am a very ambitious young guy with a lot of ideas and goals for life yet I am lacking in key areas that help me reach those. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I wish I had some great news like <em>&#8220;hey, I completed Japanese Duolingo chapter 3 with all gold&#8221;<\/em> or <em>&#8220;haha look at me &#8211; I am a W3Schools Certified Webapplication Developer&#8221;<\/em> but none of these are true right now. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>This is sad since I know I have the time and interest in these topics yet I lack something to pull through continuesly. Ofc I will pick back up on where I left and will succeed eventually but it is all just not going quick enough for me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Life is tough and yet I can&#8217;t complain. My family is doing well right now and I am hopefull of the future but I am also concered about me failing my own goals.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>In uncertain times come uncertain thoughts and so this is something normal I supose.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Just haven&#8217;t posted since the new year and felt like needing to put up something otherwise it will feel like I&#8217;m just lacking something behind. Writing these are always releaving as I know that even just for the moment my thoughts have the potential to be stored and viewed by prettymuch anybody interested in them.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Good evening everyone and &#8217;till the next one!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yours truely<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; David<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I just came up with this title and think that this fits pretty well. It&#8217;s march first and almost a week ago Russia invaded Ukraine. Isn&#8217;t this an exiting and worrying world we live in? Anyway I&#8217;m not here to ramble about that, not right now at least. Besiddes all the doo doo that is&hellip;<\/p>\n<p class=\"more\"><a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/davidspage.online\/new\/index.php\/2022\/03\/01\/planinng-ahead-and-general-frustration\/\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Planinng ahead and general frustration<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ghostkit_customizer_options":"","ghostkit_custom_css":"","ghostkit_custom_js_head":"","ghostkit_custom_js_foot":"","ghostkit_typography":"","_vp_format_video_url":"","_vp_image_focal_point":[],"_vp_format_audio_url":"","_vp_custom_thumbnail":0,"_vp_hover_thumbnail":0,"_vp_hover_thumbnail_focal_point":[]},"categories":[5],"tags":[106,107,105,108],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/davidspage.online\/new\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/943"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/davidspage.online\/new\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/davidspage.online\/new\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/davidspage.online\/new\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/davidspage.online\/new\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=943"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/davidspage.online\/new\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/943\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":947,"href":"https:\/\/davidspage.online\/new\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/943\/revisions\/947"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/davidspage.online\/new\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=943"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/davidspage.online\/new\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=943"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/davidspage.online\/new\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=943"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}