{"id":384,"date":"2021-03-24T11:37:24","date_gmt":"2021-03-24T11:37:24","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/davidspage.online\/new\/?p=384"},"modified":"2021-03-24T11:37:24","modified_gmt":"2021-03-24T11:37:24","slug":"if-i-couldnt-say-goodbye","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/davidspage.online\/new\/index.php\/2021\/03\/24\/if-i-couldnt-say-goodbye\/","title":{"rendered":"If I couldn&#8217;t say goodbye"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>In case I wasn&#8217;t able to properly say goodbye before leaving this world I&#8217;m sorry for all the problems that I had and didn&#8217;t resolve. In another time maybe in another life I&#8217;d try to be better than I was. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>To all of you who have supported me, stood by my side and believed in me: I thank you very much. I had many dreams and aspirations which I probably wasn&#8217;t able to finish or even start to begin with and I wanted to always look at new things and try to improve my life and situation. Often times I lacked the effort to put in the things I enjoyed and the things I didn&#8217;t enjoy. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Nonetheless I&#8217;m happy to have been able to live my life to this point and to experience all the good moments and times I had. My parents enabled most of them since I always think of the memories from the various places I&#8217;ve been to as the best I have. Thank you for sharing a lot of them with me and having made it possible for me to gather even more on my own. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>For all the things and people I have left unanswered I wish it had come differently but that&#8217;s just how it went. If I left you in a cold spot and you feel damaged because of this then it&#8217;s best to talk to others who at best knew me well and can tell you maybe more to how I probably feel about this since this is a very personal thing from person to person. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Like I said I wish it hadn&#8217;t come this way but this is my end probably or so I have to assume. If I can live in your heads within the good memories we had together then this is more than I could have ever asked for. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Thank you again to everyone for participating in my life. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>~ Credit scene ~<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>In case I wasn&#8217;t able to properly say goodbye before leaving this world I&#8217;m sorry for all the problems that I had and didn&#8217;t resolve. In another time maybe in another life I&#8217;d try to be better than I was. To all of you who have supported me, stood by my side and believed in&hellip;<\/p>\n<p class=\"more\"><a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/davidspage.online\/new\/index.php\/2021\/03\/24\/if-i-couldnt-say-goodbye\/\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">If I couldn&#8217;t say goodbye<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ghostkit_customizer_options":"","ghostkit_custom_css":"","ghostkit_custom_js_head":"","ghostkit_custom_js_foot":"","ghostkit_typography":"","_vp_format_video_url":"","_vp_image_focal_point":[],"_vp_format_audio_url":"","_vp_custom_thumbnail":0,"_vp_hover_thumbnail":0,"_vp_hover_thumbnail_focal_point":[]},"categories":[5],"tags":[45,47,29,46],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/davidspage.online\/new\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/384"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/davidspage.online\/new\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/davidspage.online\/new\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/davidspage.online\/new\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/davidspage.online\/new\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=384"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/davidspage.online\/new\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/384\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":385,"href":"https:\/\/davidspage.online\/new\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/384\/revisions\/385"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/davidspage.online\/new\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=384"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/davidspage.online\/new\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=384"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/davidspage.online\/new\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=384"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}