I just came up with this title and think that this fits pretty well. It’s march first and almost a week ago Russia invaded Ukraine. Isn’t this an exiting and worrying world we live in?
Anyway I’m not here to ramble about that, not right now at least. Besiddes all the doo doo that is going on in the world my world hasn’t (unfortunately) changed much either.
As of today I am exactly 9 days away from “officially” departing from Germany toward Japan. But see – only officially 😉
That is because I will likely (95 percent lol) not depart Germany then but rather in a couple of months time because Japan still have their borders closed.
I know it’s very sad (boo hoo) but I should manage. Thing is, that is not the only thing I am frustrated about.
My entire life is sorta evolving around me doing things in the future and not actually doing all that much at the moment. Yes, I knew of this problem and have surely addrressed it here in some other form at least once and yet I still have’t managed to pull through with my hopes.
There are sooo many things I could go over an none I would seriously want to go over this platform. I am a very ambitious young guy with a lot of ideas and goals for life yet I am lacking in key areas that help me reach those.
I wish I had some great news like “hey, I completed Japanese Duolingo chapter 3 with all gold” or “haha look at me – I am a W3Schools Certified Webapplication Developer” but none of these are true right now.
This is sad since I know I have the time and interest in these topics yet I lack something to pull through continuesly. Ofc I will pick back up on where I left and will succeed eventually but it is all just not going quick enough for me.
Life is tough and yet I can’t complain. My family is doing well right now and I am hopefull of the future but I am also concered about me failing my own goals.
In uncertain times come uncertain thoughts and so this is something normal I supose.
Just haven’t posted since the new year and felt like needing to put up something otherwise it will feel like I’m just lacking something behind. Writing these are always releaving as I know that even just for the moment my thoughts have the potential to be stored and viewed by prettymuch anybody interested in them.
Good evening everyone and ’till the next one!
Yours truely
– David
