If I couldn’t say goodbye

In case I wasn’t able to properly say goodbye before leaving this world I’m sorry for all the problems that I had and didn’t resolve. In another time maybe in another life I’d try to be better than I was.

To all of you who have supported me, stood by my side and believed in me: I thank you very much. I had many dreams and aspirations which I probably wasn’t able to finish or even start to begin with and I wanted to always look at new things and try to improve my life and situation. Often times I lacked the effort to put in the things I enjoyed and the things I didn’t enjoy.

Nonetheless I’m happy to have been able to live my life to this point and to experience all the good moments and times I had. My parents enabled most of them since I always think of the memories from the various places I’ve been to as the best I have. Thank you for sharing a lot of them with me and having made it possible for me to gather even more on my own.

For all the things and people I have left unanswered I wish it had come differently but that’s just how it went. If I left you in a cold spot and you feel damaged because of this then it’s best to talk to others who at best knew me well and can tell you maybe more to how I probably feel about this since this is a very personal thing from person to person.

Like I said I wish it hadn’t come this way but this is my end probably or so I have to assume. If I can live in your heads within the good memories we had together then this is more than I could have ever asked for.

Thank you again to everyone for participating in my life.

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